Thursday, February 28, 2008
Sorry..Sorry...
hey...sorry for not updating the blog for a long time...its the new me,in the new world, in a new school...since i step in the tennage world,i change my appearance as well as myself..now i am more nervous as i am scared that i would not have any friends in my school..but i was wrong..i am really happy in the school now compare to last time..as ussual when u r in a school u will fall in love with someone..maybe ur senior..i was..but i should not think of this feeling..i must try to forget my feelings...as i will hurt myself...now i only treat him a my "fake" brother..we are just normal friends..as day past by i am happy in this school..i get new friends ever day..i have a group of friends...one is in my class..the other one is my malay class..the other one is my guitar club...it is great having new friends..u will feel great..so remember don't ever feel like u r lonely in a school..every new school will need time for u to be comfortable with...until here..till meet u again..
Tuesday, November 13, 2007
the last few daes of school.....
hey bloggers out there...what??u guys are sad??...oh maybe it is because it is the last few daes of school...for some of u, u will start a new chapter of life right??... but for me i am not that happy to start my teen chapter....i also don't feel like leaving this school...i sometimes wish that there is no time...because of time i did not have the time to express my love to him...and because of time i could be together with him...i would really miss my school because all my best friends and my hym is here...for some of u who know who is my hym,plz do not tell hym yet...i beg uesss....:(....would i have the timeto tell hym??...would he accept my love??...this is making me confuse....SOMEONE PLZ HELP MMEEEEEEE!!!!!....
Wednesday, October 31, 2007
Mizz ya Bloggers...
Hey2!! Mizz ya bloggers out there...Its been months ever since my last post...sorry for that... I have been studying for my PSLE..how r u guys out there??..hope u r fine...over theese months i have lotz of stories to share with u guyz as well as i need ur opinion for it...this is my new self.. i have got a nw hairstyle....i have been active this few months...But most i am stress...as u know it is because of the depression i gt from my school as well as my parents not only them but as well as my relationship with friend,couples and families...now i know hw hard life is..sometimes i feel like killing myself cause i feel that i am useless...love is one thing..wat should i do if i have found out that my sister felt in love with tha same guy as me??.. Should i give up my love for her or should i just keep it as it had started...??i need u guys to comment about it...
Enjoy..
-syahss
Enjoy..
-syahss
Saturday, April 7, 2007
Is she really my mum??......
Hey blogger out there....Thx for ur support...i hope that u guyz will still look through my posts....sometimes i have been wondering...why my mum is not like her ownself??...now she is old but she is not turning into one but she is turning into a teenager like me!!...she is already 40 plus...but still may people say that she is young.....i am very shameful...all my friends laugh at me....they know that my mother is old already but why does my mum still behaving like a teenager??...everywhere i go to people say that i am my mum sis not a daughter....isn't that shameful??...just imagine that a old woman trying to behave like a teenager and some more she is ur mum.....how would u feel??of course u will have the same feelings as me...she is trying to be a teenager back....doesn't she have the time last time to enjoy??...NOW IT IS MY TIME TO ENJOY!!!...NOT HERS!!....MAYBE SHE DID NOT GET ANY FEEDOM OR ANY CHANCE WHEN SHE WAS A TEENAGE LIKE ME!!!!!......i tried to calm myself down whenever i heard someone say that my mum is younger.....but sometimes u can't get that feeling....maybe she is just trying to take advantage.....is she really my mum...?....as i know my mum is not like this...she will fetch me from school whenever she is free and bring me to eat...but now....i did not see that...she is always staying at home...sometimes she did not cook at all...that will make my heart very hurtfull....so that all i have to confess....till next tim....bye bloggers......
Thursday, April 5, 2007
The hottest couplez in tha school.....
Farizwan Love Irdina
Forever!!!!
Great news bloggers....i hab just heard of a news in my school saying that a new swit couple hab just born in the school....every of our friends knew that they both are couplez......aren't they so sweet??.....the both are handling their relationship real well......Both of them could be the weded ones in future hehehehehe.....i hab been fwens wif them for a few years....it is still fun having them as a fwen and my bro and sis.....their love is too hard for me to watch....what romantic relationship it is.......with one cute gal and a handsome looking boi that will surely make everyone in tha school jelouse.....who can stand their romantic love story..??...i could not stand it myself...hahahahaha.....i just hope that the will be together untill the end od their life.........so wat i am sayin is look after ur love ones carefully.....do not make them heart broken.......hehhehehehheeee.......see ya guyz soon....bye bloggers out there........
Thursday, March 29, 2007
Why me???.......:(:(
Life to me is special....We get to enjoy it as much as we want to....But sometimes we can't....Have you ever think that your life is being controlled by someone??....I will say yes for myself.....My future life has been made and been dicide by my parents......I am just turning to be a teenanger......But why do i not have any freedom of my own??....I never feel sad with my parents decission,but sometimes they are just to far....We are the one who is suppose to decide our own future...Not other people...I sometimes feel sad when i see other people with both of their parents...I sometimes need a place to relax my mind that is full of thoughts....Why me??....Why am i the one who is being hate by everyone??....I feel that my life is gone....I hate my life...!!....Since i am small my life has been dicide... Maybe next year i will be moving to a school in KL.....It is just like a girls home but this school have boys to...I have to stay there for 4 years....It is just like sec school...I feel sad to leave this country....I love all of u out there....No one would change my feelings towards u guyz.......
Friday, March 16, 2007
My Silat Family....(use to be one... i think..?)
This is what i used to do last time..... But now i do not..... This is my favourite free time activity..... Every Thursday i will go to my CC to practise with my " family " .... They are great..... We have lotz of fun together.... My insructor is most sporting.... She is the best.... Sometimes she will be mad at us if we do not take our training seriously.... She alwayz give us support to all of us.... I think she is the greatest mum for her children.... I have alwayz wanted a mum which is sporting like her.... Hehehehe...:p..... I will alwayz have a bright light over me when i meet them..... They are so special to me.... It is hard for me to get away from them.... But at last i have to let them go.... But i will alwayz remember them in my heart......
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